Friday, October 22, 2010

Wedding Eve

So this is the night before my wedding. the night where all i have learned and experienced with my love is swirling in my head. I am not nervous thinking about the outcome of tomorrow, but the fact that a chapter in my life has ended and it kind of feels like I fell asleep while the teacher was reading. Just a day ago, i had 160 days until my wedding... well it feels like it.
I dont think theres anyone else i would want to marry. She is beautiful, she cares, she really cares what i feel and how it affects me. She is loving, respectful to me, a joy to be around, a laugh that makes everyones guard go down, she can keep up with my quotes, (which trumps everyone of these) she has a tolerance for me being a child sometimes, whether its pouting or my potty humor. She is a woman of God.
I love her. I absolutely love her. I cannot wait to share my life with her. God, please give me the strength of a man you want me to be as her protector. I know you will be there for me as my protector, therefore, I will never leave her as her protector.
Let me be selfless...........