I Understand What I Can't Understand

On Sunday night, I was writing an essay for a book that I have read called The Problem of Pain. I came across the literature in a way that would change my perspective on solving the spiritual problems that I can't understand.
We tend to get wrapped around the things that dont make sense. I said this, “I dont have to make this life make sense”. The way I look at it. We analyze everything in our life by our rules and we are made from God, so it is like putting a square through a triangle hole. It wasn’t made to be put through.
God’s son died and erased our sins so that our pain could be eliminated. If we chose when people could die, then this world be our world. If I knew why good people died, then I would be God, but I am not. I am not..